Sigh, Another One Bites The Dust!
Not that I have all the confidence in the world, but I do know when to cut people off and I know what I deserve. My guy friends were shocked and shook their heads at me when I told them about me sleeping with Weedman on my first date, while my girl friends praised and wanted to know more details. My group of friends and I are late bloomers in life, I have only slept with 4 people (inclusive of Weedman). There are some bad decisions I made which both my guy friends and girl friends let me have it and gave me a lecture. Things with Weedman have died, not that we got into a fight or anything, we just stopped messaging each other. My last message was to him on Sunday, August 23rd and he read it and no response or no new dialogue. At this point, I am not chasing this guy. That week, I had an emotionally hard week. I went to a funeral yesterday where I had to see a childhood friend bury his dad and that brought up all the feelings again about my dad. I am too exhausted for t...