2022 Year of Regrets!? or the Year of giving what 18 year old me wanted!

It's the New Year.. People always make new years resolution to make themselves better. But, why not just have a year of regrets?? What why there aren't any disappointments? 

This year for me, I plan to fulfill my 18 year old self's dreams. 

When I was 18:

  • I thought I would have a somewhat of a sex life like Sex and the City, and I came nowhere even close to even a city. To achieve this... "Guess who's back... back again..... Weedman's back, tell a friend..." (sing it in the tune of Eminem's, Guess Who's Back"  
  • After watching the Choclair music video Lets Ride, I have always wanted to get a motorcycle. I got my M1 over the holidays, and motorcycle school is the next step. I won't get a nice bike at first because, you know, I might crash it, but eventually I would like a BMW (I hate BMW car drivers, but not BMW bikers) or a Ducati? Hoping to do my motorcycle school in April. 
  • Tattoo of Cherry Blossoms, this is scheduled for March
  • Breast Lift - I have wanted a breast lift since 18, this I am hoping to get done this year. I do have a consult in March and hoping to do the surgery in May.
  • Travel, this is on my list every year. This year as of right now, I have my ticket booked to Greece!

I don't care to have a million dollars in my bank, this is going to be the year I live out my 18 year old's dreams. I have made it this far, or was too chicken shit to do some of these things, but not this year! As much of a denial I am in, I am going to get all this done before I turn 40! So I have exactly a year to get this shit done. No backing out and no excuses! Lets make 18 year old Suzy proud. 

I probably won't be able to find love, but that's ok. That is a dream I will have to give up on. I kind of put myself out there with Crush Trainer and there was no response, so... I need to move on and not waste anymore time finding someone. 

Also, the crazy Tibetan guy found me on IG, I don't know how. I am pretty hard to find on IG. I asked Weedman to find me on IG and he couldn't and Weedman knows more about me than this Tibetan. OMG.. Am I going to have to confront him? Will I be almost kidnapped and have to use my jujitsu to fight this guy and prove to my aunt that I am not too old to get kidnapped? I think I have watched too many episodes of Arrow. lol.. but it would be cool if something like that did happen.

Happy new year everyone!

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